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Cake day: July 4th, 2023

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  • I still have to work tomorrow because we had a cold snap of -30 and below and I ended up missing 3 days because the vehicle wouldn’t start even though it was plugged in 😭 Battery has since been replaced so it shouldn’t happen again though.

    On the bright side at least I have the option of making up some valuable hours on Saturday instead of just being shit outta luck. Life’s too expensive to be missing work sadly.


  • Man, 10 years ago all I needed was a toke to have fun watching movies/TV, playing games, or listening to music. Then it slowly changed to booze that did that for me. Now neither do it for me and I don’t even like smoking anymore tbh. It just makes me feel anxious and let’s my bad thoughts run rampant and now I just drink to numb myself to how shitty my life is.

    I’m 32 and still living with my mom because it’s too fucking expensive to live alone and I don’t really have anyone I trust enough to be a roommate. Living with randoms sounds like hell, I don’t want a repeat of being 14 and having a shit ton of rules like “no friends allowed, no SO’s allowed, no noise after 8pm” etc while also paying 1k+ CAD.

    The world sucks tbh I miss just being able to take a toke and chill to games or music.



  • White Sparrows by Billy Talent always gets to me when I listen to it

    They gave her one more day

    To say the words I couldn’t say

    I’m crying in pain, crying in pain

    And I’m not looking for answers

    No, I’m not looking for answers

    But dear God, why did you choose her?

    White sparrows fell from heaven and carried her away

    Black arrows cut the strings of my heart, I kneel and pray