I really do. But there are always obstacles in the way, ruining everything. I can’t remove or avoid them. People say “Nobody is an island” but that’s not true. I am an island. Unable to reach other islands out there, just like they can’t reach me.
I really do. But there are always obstacles in the way, ruining everything. I can’t remove or avoid them. People say “Nobody is an island” but that’s not true. I am an island. Unable to reach other islands out there, just like they can’t reach me.
The last time I was happy was when I had a job and an apartment where I could pursue my personal projects. I was only mildly disabled back then. The city around me wasn’t full of scum either. It was a completely different society. You could go out and meet new people. Normal people. It was civilized and safe. That was two decades ago.