How I plan to stop

The best option is always growing your own, especially if you need it to manage medical conditions. Legality literally does not matter. They’ll fuck you dry and send you to prison on any charge they want if you’re a target. Indoor growing is easier to do discreetly than outdoor growing IMO. Tents and carbon filters are relatively cheap, lights can get pricey but it doesn’t take a high dollar light to grow good weed. If that’s too expensive look into options like space buckets and trash cans for growing. Where there’s a will there’s a way. Keep your mouth closed and your eyes open about what you’re doing and you’ll be fine.