Girl in highschool broke my heart in ways that crippled me emotionally for 8 years.
Met back up randomly (I was happy being a stoner frying wings) when she was married and dude was beating her. Finger-shaped bruises on her neck and all.
Upturned my whole life to pay for her a way out. Got sober, left my job for a real one, had her take my place at the job I was leaving so she’d have her own income.
It wasn’t a thing for me, it was a plan to get her out and in her own place that I’d supplement.
After all that, she said she was leaving the state instead of the plan we agreed to. I kissed her and we had angry relations.
It didn’t change her mind, but she did say many things that fixed my mental hangup. So much so when she called me from jail I declined the call.
Im somewhat of a hate-fucking enjoyer myself tho for me its a different situation. I think there are different relationship goals you can have but nothing is more raw and unadulterated than sleeping with someone who youre jealous of or annoys you for some reason and vice-versa. As for a personal example, i hate pickme girls and “tiktok girls™” but just fucking out of spite was, you know, very uncontrolled. I guess its the physical attraction you have towards a person while not liking them that can elevate the experience, but ince again in a long term relationship this wouldnt work, its more like fuckbuddies.
The fucking guy.
🖕 👱 🐛💤👔🐛 ⛽ 👢 ⚡ 8=👊=D💦 🎸 🌂 👢 👢How mad could he possibly be mid-orgasm?
Hate-fucking is a real thing.
Girl in highschool broke my heart in ways that crippled me emotionally for 8 years.
Met back up randomly (I was happy being a stoner frying wings) when she was married and dude was beating her. Finger-shaped bruises on her neck and all.
Upturned my whole life to pay for her a way out. Got sober, left my job for a real one, had her take my place at the job I was leaving so she’d have her own income.
It wasn’t a thing for me, it was a plan to get her out and in her own place that I’d supplement.
After all that, she said she was leaving the state instead of the plan we agreed to. I kissed her and we had angry relations.
It didn’t change her mind, but she did say many things that fixed my mental hangup. So much so when she called me from jail I declined the call.
Sounds rough
Im somewhat of a hate-fucking enjoyer myself tho for me its a different situation. I think there are different relationship goals you can have but nothing is more raw and unadulterated than sleeping with someone who youre jealous of or annoys you for some reason and vice-versa. As for a personal example, i hate pickme girls and “tiktok girls™” but just fucking out of spite was, you know, very uncontrolled. I guess its the physical attraction you have towards a person while not liking them that can elevate the experience, but ince again in a long term relationship this wouldnt work, its more like fuckbuddies.
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